7:37 AM Wednesday, September 30, 2009
hey guy , i am back :DDDD
i have not been sleeping for the past 24hours :DD
super woman right , hahah .
anyway , morning sharina came over my house , chatt-ed with bayb on phone
while than we were msn-ing each other too , have lot of fun in msn
& its was damm super lohs , too bad i didn;t too photo down ,=(
prepare & changed , went over to sharina house as she wanted to change
than off to meet cherry , aubrey& one more guy . walk-ed & slack-ed ad queenway
for awhile & we bus-ed to bugis , walk around
& now i am home , meeting bayb later i think :DDDDD
g.night guy`
cherry , zhiqian , sharina
i'm in love with EUGENE.L
my love alway`
12:25 PM Tuesday, September 29, 2009
& yes , i am back blogging le :D
thing happen here and there , something happen this morning which i don wanna say out , suppose to meet bayb today but in de end neber .
prepare & so , down to yishun and meet sharina,cherry&aubrey , slack-ed ad mac and off to panjang awhile & went over to sharina boyfriend house awhile ,
&i bus-ed home around 9plus , reach-ed home was like 12midnight , can you imagin the trip how long . LOL !
have some tiff with bayb but everything is alright now , not too sure meeting bayb not :D
g.night guy ~
bayb , sorry for everything i have done , i know its my fault. i shouldn't have drag feeling on to you , i should have spare a thought for you , i should have been more understanding , i really don know wad to say but sorry , thing has been happen thru & flow , i am super stress , i know you are stress too that why i choose not to tell you as i don wan add on to your stress , the more i love you the more i don wan to lose , & now i really sarce of losing you , i am jus use to have you around me , loving me dote me , make me smile & so , i feel so comfortable having you around , i will try to be more understanding bayb , i promise , i will be a good girlfriend of yours . i can't affort to lose you . my dearest , i am deep in love with you . i wanna hold your hand & neber let go ~
bayb, thanks for everything you have done for me
you are my everything , my oly boyfriend & my oly love`
dearest babyboy , i missing you badly now`
7:50 AM Monday, September 28, 2009
hey guy , i am back .
ytd down to geylang meetup bayb , and went over to east coast park
chat-ed awhile , went over mac cafe as i craving for cheese cake
which bayb call its a mouse cake -.-
& bayb took photo with the mac uncle & with his ah beng look , which i tell him i gonna show my mum , LOL !
& today ,went over meet mum & dad for dinner ad old airport road ,
thandown to parkway to buy mum birthday cake and off to popo house to celebrate
:D cut cake and so , chat-ed awhile ,
& i bus-ed home ,.
brought 1 pink panther and a ESCADA(sentimtnt)perfum :DD
happy happy ! that my day , later going down slack with the same old group :D
last but not least ,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY !
4:17 PM Saturday, September 26, 2009
when down sim drive do something , than down to bugis meetup valerie&her boyfriend , vivian tan&her boyfriend , jerline and one more guy
walk around and they went to eat , after that vivian chan come down and they went off
meetup adrian and went over near levander eat and cabb-ed to toa payoh as ah chan wanna go home , so i bus-ed home from there
reach home bath and slack awhile ,
around 1 plus vivian.T come down find me with her boyfriend and that guy ,
slack-ed ad 622 and we went over to another blk with fan cos they are warm ,
awhile more ah chan come down , follow by valerie&her boyfriend .
slack-eed awhile they went off , than i and ah chan went down to geylang to find bayb and wenli , went over 126 eat , than went over to one of geylang de part to find that uncle , chat-ed awhile , around 6plus send ah chan to take cab & bayb ride me home . :DDDD wan watch movie later on but don know bayb can wake up not ehs =(
i going to my lala land now , goodnight guy :D
jerline :D
vivian tan :D
vivian tan and her stupid face , LOL .
vivianchan :D
ah chan :DDDDDDDDDDDD
valerie.THS :D
i am too lazy to edit photo le =)
8:10 AM Friday, September 25, 2009
ytd night went over to 7ooplus find tracia with serene , cos of some problem and its super lame
half way thru went down find bayb as his came out from lock up
went down geylang eat & so , than home and sleep le :DDD
wakeup ad 7am , prepare & so , bayb , cabb-ed over my house & off to court ,
spent the whole day ad court & finally nothing happen to bayb :DDDDDD
after that down to bayb house as he wanted to change & he send me over aujunid ,
meetup desmond &i forget the two girls name, slack-ed ad coffeeshop awhile , zhaokai came :DD & off to do some stuff .
after that cabb-ed home around 9plus :DDD
bath & so , chat with bayb on the phone and i am going to sleep now le :DDD
TO MY DEAREST EUGENE.L :bayb , if you happen to view my blog , i hope you would see this post :D
i really hope nothing happen to you anymore , i nearly lose you today and i don wanna lose you anymore , i don know you mean how much to me until thing happen today, you really mean alot to me and stand alot of space in my heart , i know i can't promise you anything but wad i can say was i will neber leave you & i wan to go thru rain and shine with you , no matter hard its gonna be , i still will stick to you like a super glue , i wan to be the one you alway love alway dote on me , i know i not a good gf all this while but i will try to be a good gf from now on , i won't go out with guy alone but in a group that with girl and i will tell you de :D its may jus a few days relationship but thing happen here and there , i hope our relationship are strong enough to go thru everything , i really wanna stable down with you &i am serious in this relationship , i will treasure every moment we spent together and thing we did and keep its as a memories , and i wan go overseas with you , i wan to do alot alot alot of thing with you . bayb , life with you are really great , and i hope we won't drift apart our feeling okays :D
babyboy , iloveyou & i really do;
you alway my one & oly boyfriend ~
7:40 AM Thursday, September 24, 2009
wakeup ad 11plus & chat with bayb & he went reporting ,
&i went back to sleep ,
than kianyong call me ad 6plus than i prepare & went over find him , fion and gongda , slack awhile & i went home .
bayb , i don know how much you mean to me until this moment , how i wish this has neber happen to you , i really serious in this relationship & i really wanna last long , i know i can't promise you anything but wad i can say is i won't leave you , i will go thru everything moment of your time with you , this is not jus by saying but i really its & i will use action to prove everything , i believe i can wait you to end everything of this , bayb , out of sudden without you i feel so wierd , i jus so use to you le , boy, sorry i have not been a good gf to you all this while but from this moment onward i will try to be a good gf to you , i know people would say i won't wait for you and so but i will prove to them that they are wrong .
bayb , i missing you badly now ,
iloveyou &i really do ~
12:33 PM Wednesday, September 23, 2009
hey guy , i am back le :D
meetup tracia ad around 3 plus , than train down to bugis ,
accompany her to eat than walk around ,
rested ad 7eleven out , than i went in buy cig ,
was talking on the phone with bayb , & out of sudden bayb pop out from behind , its really shock me . LOL, than tracia went home , have dinner with bayb ad pasta ,
than mrt to eunos and bayb went to work and ahboy come eunos fetch me ,
meeetup his friends & we off to malaysia , they went to pump patrol & wash car ,
went over to have a drink than back to singapore & he send me over to bedok ,than i saw tracia they all , slack with them awhile than we went home :D
&now i am talking to bayb ~
bayb , i am really sorry about today thing , i promise this would be the first and the last time le , there would not be another time le . :D
bayb , iloveyou ~
11:23 AM Tuesday, September 22, 2009
sleep ad morning 11plus than wokeup ad night 6plus
i sleep less than 8 hours lohs , LOL !
ahboy called me and ask me go prawing , so ya , wakeup & prepare
out i go , he came over fetch me and went over to pasir ris prawing with his friend,
the place is fucking smelling and alot of wen zi sia , caught 8 prawn i think ,
bbq and eat , than went over to changi and eat and he send me home :D
than here i am blogging now :DDDDD
its has been 2days i didn;t see till my boyfriend , i missing him super alot ,
dearest , i don wan our relationship to drift apart understand , i jus wan to stay like how we use to have , maybe i jus not in a mood this few days , but i really didn't drag feeling on you , you are still the one i love alway ,
bayb , imissyou ~Labels: yuzhiqian is missing her bayb ~
5:35 PM Monday, September 21, 2009
jus feeling abit emo now , sorry guy jus let me nag alright ~
i don know why i would became like that , i don know wad happen to me , i jus feel so fuck up , jus feel like crying out , i jus keep myself endur-ing , i am anti happy ad all , i hate the feeling now i have , wad has really happy to me , feeling so tired , how i wish i can have a shoulder to cry on , i really heng xinku , i don't even know wad my boyfriend doing now , i feel so failure , feel so useless , wad am i now , i have nothing left with me now , i really don know , i don even know wad i wan now , why i can see people happy happy , why can't i ? everything drift away from me so much , i jus need someone for me to relate on . hais , indeed , everthing can change in a very short period , i feeling i am the stupid one , i lose people one by one , i alway asking myself , why am i doing all this thing ? for who ? , this qus has alway came in my mind and i don have an answer to its .
i feel like letting go everything , i am really tired , how i wish once i sleep i can neber wakeup , so i need not think so much thing , neither anyone will remeber me , i jus nobody to them . iwish i could be that strong to hold on to everything now
its the past of me , i am still miss-ing the thing that i have lost , i know nothing would ever come back ,
treasure & cherish the present i have now .Labels: boy, i miss you badly~
2:07 AM
a words that i wanted to say out =)
serene.L , althea.A , tracia.L
thanks for being there when i need to you , all the fun we have the qurrel & everything , everyone seem to be changing , so do we , i hope we won't drift apart alright , years&contin
iloveyou girls :D
bayb , thanks for giving me all the love , care & concern & telling me so many thing that i have not learn , i really do appreciate wad you have done , bringing me out to eat when i hugry , soon i will be fat , haha ,bayb , i hope this relationship to lastlong , my love for you is getting deeper & deeper each day .
bayb , i hope everything go smoothly for us okays ,
Eugene.L , iloveyou
my one&oly~
my life seem to be in the mess , its like wad the fuckis this , its seem that wadever i do is alway wrong , i don know wad the hell did you all wan , fuck , i jus wan to lead a simple & peaceful life , from young till now , did my day is peace ? did i ever feel the family love ? seriously , NO ! you all will alway think i am hopeless , i am super bad girl , but have you all ever understand me and my feeling before , how would i think ? & why i done all this ? everything time i see people happily go out with family & i can't , i feel so jealous , its not my fault for not having a complete family , i can't blame them either , this is my life i have to face its , thing are not getting better but worster , i am tired , in this house , all they care was their face that all , their face are worth more than anything , WTF , something i feel like breaking down but wad if i really break down ? how would my life be ? but how strong more can i hold on ? i am jus a human not a tree . even a tree might fall one day . i may seem happy infornt of everything one but whose know whether i am happy a not .
ZHIQIAN BE STRONG !
9:25 AM Sunday, September 20, 2009
wokeup ad 2plus , prepare & so & out i go ,
bus-ed down to yishun as yunyang da ri zi is beside yishun polyc
reached there , change & so , slack-ed there awhile was like boring alright ,
saw , andrew & jasyln ad there :DDDDDDDD
help-ed & so , change & went off ad 10plus ,
i run off earlier than other :DDDDDD
& now i am home , didn;t took much photo .
HUANG TIAN BAO !
g.night guy !
anyway , HAPPY 5TH ANNVI TO YUNAYNG :D
11:44 AM Saturday, September 19, 2009
sometime if feel tired about life , i don know why , people around me seem so fake , i don know hwo to believe either , blog are my only venting machine & i can jus write my own feeling inside , i am sick of tired of my life & i don wan to go back to the life i use to have yet i miss the past of me so much , i miss my long hair , my life & everything , & i mostly importantly , i miss the bond with my family too . everything seem to changes so much after i came out , world change people do change , i still need to carry on with my life & i don wan my miss and lose anything in my life anymore . i should keep moving on .treasure&cherish with my love one :D
jiayou zhiqian !
7:24 AM Friday, September 18, 2009
wakeup ad 10plus , and meet bayb , brandon & his gf ,
went over marina watch movie , de movie was like about fight & its super lame lohs .
than meetup their 2 friend , down to food court eat ,
window shop awhile , &bayb send me over to meet tracia &co
reach-ed there , walk over cine &took neo print , its like fucking funny as we have been long time we didn't took neo print le ehs .after that serene down to meet boyfriend & we headed to heeren , walk about & brought a lanyard from 77th street
than went over taka , tracia went meet boyfriend , &althea and i bus-ed home .:DDDD
meeting bayb later on . :D
F1 ad marina :DDDD
last but not least , my bayb :DD
4:15 PM Wednesday, September 16, 2009
hellos guy , i am back :D
wakeup ad 12am , slack-ed awhile in my bed .
prepare & meet bayb , down to geylang for tian ji zhou for dinner
& down to east coast park chit-chat , due to raining day ,
we went back to my househere , slack downstair awhile & we off we are home ,
back home , saw something that i am very unhappy with .
i am dammmmm angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nowwwwwwww lahssssssssssss ! -.-
bayb , being with you really make me comfortable & happy , we may jus start this relationship , i hope this will contin & i wanted to last long with you :DILOVEYOU ~
7:24 AM Tuesday, September 15, 2009
didn't get to sleep really that well =(
ytd msging hengsy halfway fall asleep , wake upp ad 4am again & contin msging him till 5.58 & he fall asleep , so awhile more i went back to sleep
woke up ad 11am , oh my , i can't believe i wakeup so early sia . LOL !
than 1plus , hengsy msg me than out i go le , he come fetch me than went off geylang awhile as he need to do thing , after that down to bugis , have dinner ad sakae than walk around awhile , than he send me off to meet tracia serene &althea :D
chit-chat till 9plus & we went home :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
that my day , hahha . its photo time
5:06 AM Monday, September 14, 2009
jus got home after a long day ,
wakeup ad 10plus in the night ytd ,
1plus meet up ahqiang ad void deck slack awhile & home sweet home , than 4plus meet up brandon , went over mac slack while & off to bedok as he wanted to take mc for camp , after went home bath & so , down to hengsy house downstair to meet him up & we off to cine to sing :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
sing till 5pm , go down slack while & went over to billy bomber and have dinner ,
after that hengsy ride me home , that my day for today . boring right .
i from ytd haven sleep till sia , now was like super tired ehs . ahhahaha
maybe meeting tracia they all later bah .
my bed seem to calling me now .
omg , i am super tired lahs , gonna have a rest later on le .
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
night night guy , no photo for the day =(
everything seem to be ended soon , i don know wad you wan & you don know wad i wan , thing are getting worst to the worst , i am jus out word to say about our relationship , you are going in & we have not been spending much time together . we seem to be meeting for like 1 week 1 time , hais everything has ended here, goodbye ~ & good luck for your court
9:21 AM Saturday, September 12, 2009
as time goes by , a day has pass
went to do madicure on tracia work place
as they need model & is free :DDDD than down to town as althea going interview , went back bedok & meetup serene , have a tiff with baby on phone but everything is fine & clear after that , down to parklane as they drinking but i didn't drink , around 1plus went down to sengkang to meet up baby ,slack-ed ad compass point , than walk over to ancolvale cc to play basketball & this is wad i found in the ancolvale cc 7eleven :
can you believe 7 eleven having this ? its a game but i don how to play , after that we walk to 263 coffee shop & have a drink , chit-chat & so , baby , me , gongda&feon went over to super market while weijie&jianming went over and play basketball . we were playing in the supermarket as we got nothing to do i think , the play like baby and gongda own one sia . hahaha , brought something to eat and drink and went over to basketball court to look for that 2 idoit , went over void deck slack and i went home bath & so and went down to look for them again . reach-ed there , &i saw them play basketball again . its really funny while see-ing them play-ing esp baby . hahha , around 10amplus , went over to baby house as he wanted to bath & so , slack-ed &chit-chat with baby , 12plus went over jianming house , gongda&feon was there , play the wirf , i think is spell like this bah , play-ed with boyfriend &i keep losing & baby didn't wanted to give in to me -.-
i know i look fat in this photo . but the game was fun , played awhile , baby&i went to sleep while the rest is already in their lala land . their sore & dream talk , ohmy goodness , CANNOT MAKE IT ! ITS SUPER LOUD , its take me a long time to fell into my dream .
wakeup ad 7 plus in the night & went over to eat ad 263 with the same group of people ,
slack-ed , chit-chat - play poker card & we left ad 10 plus , accomapny jianming & baby go back change , meet up weijie near baby house & cabb-ed , drop them ad ikea & i went home while they went over to pasir ris chalet . :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
after a long day , i have not enough sleep now .
think staying ad home being a good girl but no one is ad home now .-.-
gonna be alone , g.night guy ~
this is wad happen when they have not enough sleep :D
feon :D
people do change , indeed i am changing too , but not to the worst but to the better , time now is different , no more ahlian & no more fighting . & thanks for all the friends being with me when i need you all . maybe sometime we have qurrel & so , but i know who really care for us :DDD
