看着天空, 思念的泪水就不会掉下来♥
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eugene.L is all i need. i am still waiting for you to be back.

that lady♥

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♥y.zhiqian

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♥Eugene.L
♪16o9o9,mylove

i am still waiting for you come back everything is worth it
loves,imissyou

one month anniversary
two months anniversary
three months anniversary
four months anniversary
♥five months anniversary

wishes

change my phone
pass my n level
GUUCI bag
GUUCI lanyard
GUCCI/BURBERRY belt
BURBERRY wallet&bag
GUCCI wallet
Heel
car lic-class 3
get a stable job
trip to zoo
trip to snow city & ice skating
sentosa trip
trip to thailand,genting,japan
makeup set
singapore flyer with baby
couple ring with baby :D
ESCADA(sentimtnt)perfum
long lasting boyfriend
my TWEENcindysoh H/L
a puppy
BIG BIG PINK PANTHER !
*back to cosy bay with baby once again
16o9o9 to be back

chit-chat





5:35 PM Monday, September 21, 2009

jus feeling abit emo now , sorry guy jus let me nag alright ~

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i don know why i would became like that , i don know wad happen to me , i jus feel so fuck up , jus feel like crying out , i jus keep myself endur-ing , i am anti happy ad all , i hate the feeling now i have , wad has really happy to me , feeling so tired , how i wish i can have a shoulder to cry on , i really heng xinku , i don't even know wad my boyfriend doing now , i feel so failure , feel so useless , wad am i now , i have nothing left with me now , i really don know , i don even know wad i wan now , why i can see people happy happy , why can't i ? everything drift away from me so much , i jus need someone for me to relate on . hais , indeed , everthing can change in a very short period , i feeling i am the stupid one , i lose people one by one , i alway asking myself , why am i doing all this thing ? for who ? , this qus has alway came in my mind and i don have an answer to its .
i feel like letting go everything , i am really tired , how i wish once i sleep i can neber wakeup , so i need not think so much thing , neither anyone will remeber me , i jus nobody to them .


iwish i could be that strong to hold on to everything now



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its the past of me , i am still miss-ing the thing that i have lost , i know nothing would ever come back ,
treasure & cherish the present i have now .

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