12:50 PM Sunday, October 25, 2009
back to blog le
hellos peeps ,
ytd down went down to bugis to meetup bayb,brandon&his gf
& we went over to have steamboat as dinner
& bayb send me home & he went work
ad night went over to bayb house
& went over after that
today ,
meetup bayb around 1plus
& went over to golden mill
have lunch ad beach road
& we went over to pasir ris fish farm to feed fish
& over to pet farm to see puppies
thought of buying one
but i need to saveup money first
saw one of the puppy & i fall in love with it
its so cute & quiet , cute right
brandon&his gf join us later
& went over to see watch Halloween 2 ad e-hub
than follow bayb to work & over to his house
& now i am ad home le :D
having a interview later ad paya lebar
hopefully i can work bah :DDD
bayb , sorry to make you angry again
really promise this will be the last time le
i will be good
dearest , seeing you like so stress yet i can't help anything
hais , all i can do was to moral support you & not giving you any stress le
bayb, no matter wad has happen i will stay by your side
you will alway be the one that stand alot in my heart
baby,iloveyouuuuuuuuu`
4:24 AM Friday, October 23, 2009
finally i have a time to blog le :D
anyway , i forget where i went for the last few day le
&today , meetup bayb ad bugis
have sakae as lunch
& walk around ,
went over to guan yin miao & pray
bayb brought me a dress& eye liner
& he send me home& he went to work
going bayb house later on :D
bayb , thanks for everything , really ,
i do appreciate wad you did for me alot
wad has past is already past ,
you are my present & my oly boyfriend now
baby , i really do love you alot`
&i am glad to have you as my dearest boy`
1:45 PM Thursday, October 22, 2009
i wan to change my phone lahs
as my phone is like ,
going spoil phone ,
&&&& i love this phone
sony ericsson C901 PINK
nice right?
=((((
3:44 AM Monday, October 19, 2009
hellos peeps ,
its has been day i didn't get to blog
as i am too lazy le
:D
ytd went to zoo with baby,brandon&his gf
have kfc before we go in
indeed zoo changed alot
not so bad , but jus the smell & weather
came out around 2plus &
we headed to discoving centre
sit the don know wad ride &play the shooting game
&off we go down to the bike shop ad bugis
than bayb sent me home & he went to work
reach-ed home
bath & prepare , meetup tracia
& we went to bugis as she wanted to interview
than we bus-ed home liao :D
reach home i was like dead like that
super tired , cos i sleep for 2 hours before going zoo
chat-ed with bayb on phone awhile
&i went to sleep ad 12plus :D
today ,
went downtown to meet brandon&his gf
than went kbox to sing
bayb join us later
sing till 4 & we went to pasir ris one of the place eat
after that down to fishing place & we feed the fish
& bayb send me home while he go work :D
bayb, i am real sorry about today thing, its really my fault, &this would be the really last time le , as i say i will change& i need time to change either. i am jus so use to you , having you by my side is really good,
baby,iloveyou
&i don wan to lose you
you are all i ever wanted;
4:33 AM Friday, October 16, 2009
14o9o9, went dragonfly than down to neverland
drink drank & almost drunk
ytd , down to tampines to meet hengtee for dinner
than after that down to bayb house
&now i am home :D its already pass 12am le
its bayb court today , & i am damm worry .
hope everything goes smoothly`
HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVARSARY BABY !dearest , its your court tml le , i really hope everything gone smoothly will you, thanks for everything , the love, care, concern & dote on me so much, i really do treasure you alot , baby, if you really go in , i will stay by your side no matter wad , i am not gonna leave you , people might tell you that girl won't wait for their boyfriend while they are inside , but baby , trust me , i won't , i wan to be different from other girl & i prove to them that i can wait , i can do it, you stand alot in my heart & you are important to me , i can't affort to lose you. but i really hope you can get probation & as you promise that when you end everything we are going overseas together right baby, i wan to spend every & many many annivarsary with you!
iloveyou&i really do`
i wan to be your oly girl now& than`
baby, give me that trust alright`
3:20 AM Wednesday, October 14, 2009
i jus wokeup from my sleep
i don know why i still feel so tired after so long of sleep
went down to meet joesph awhile
which i dam long neber msaw him le
than he went to meet his gf & i am home :D
read-ed one post on relationship,
its seen quite true :D
bayb, sorry i have not been a good girlfriend all along, i should have think of your feeling before i start saying anything, i didn't know i hurt you so much , its my fault bayb , i promise i will change , i know i can't affort to lose you .
bayb, i promise you i will change & i mean its`
by using saying is useless , action prove everything
iloveyou & i really do`
love does lie in one's heart, where memories are but shadows lingering in your soul.
4:33 AM Tuesday, October 13, 2009
hellos peeps , i am back :D
wakeup ad 12pm today
prepare & so , bus-ed down to bayb house
than from there ride down to town
walk around
&bayb brought me a GUCCI lanyard & some cookie
thanks bayb !
&bayb send me home around 6plus & he went to work
meeting tracia&co later on`
my dearest babyboy,
thanks for everything , the love, care & concern you given me`
i really do appreciate its alot ,
as i promise to you the thing i will do its de
baby,i do cherish&treasure you alot
iloveyou`
12:17 PM Sunday, October 11, 2009
jus got back home , :D
went out with bayb to bugis today
than brandon&hisgf came &
down to suntec to have prepare lunch
after that swensens have ice-cream
than bayb send me over to aujuid to take mrt
&i am home , than went over find tracia they all
than all the way till 3am , weiheng cab u and tracia to my house
&now tracia is ad my house :D
i hope everything are alright now :D
tracia don be sad le alright
be strong alright
you still got us right ,
babyb, i really do love you alot`
you still the one i alway wanted`
12:15 PM Saturday, October 10, 2009
was ad bayb house now ,
went to watch movie with bayb,brandon&his gf
after that went over to meet vivian.t,her bf,hengtee& one more guy
slack-ed ad joo chia coffeeshop
than they send me home ,
ad home slack-ed awhile
&now i am ad bayb house :D
i am tired & i am sleepong soon le
g.night guy :D
everything is so different now , am i strong enough to hold on ?
i jus wan everything to be fine , its jus that easy ,
i wanted a peaceful life that i have neber have before
zhiqian, be strong`
9:51 AM Thursday, October 8, 2009
i am back :DDD
work from 2 to 9.3o today
my leg was like so so so pain ehs
& i working morning tml yet i haven sleep
LOL .
ended work reach home ad 10pm
wanted to go bayb house & find me
but he say i working morning tml
& ask me to rest ad home
so ya , i am ad home be good girl :D
went down find tracia&co eat & slack awhile
& went back home after that
meeting bayb tml :D
i super missing him lahs =(((
i waiting foe bayb call & i am going to sleep soon le :D
g.night guy ,
i missing eugene.L badly`joker,take good care of yourself alright
guaiguai finish probation `
its glad that you still rember me
believe you can find a girl that really love you
we are still friend :D
takecare friend`
4:56 AM Wednesday, October 7, 2009
& yeah , i am back home from work ,
its tiring ,
& i am working all the way till friday ,
its like -____________________-
i am dying soon , but for the sake of money
I ENDURE ! LOL .
going bayb house later`
thing has changed so much , how i wish to go back to the past`
world change people do change
i accept the fact & fate
but i don wan let fate control me
i believe i can do it`
joker, i hope you are doing well inside , i don know wad to say , but sorry , its not your fault neither my fault , there really no fate between us , since we have broke up for so long , & yeah , i know you can find a better girl when you are out bah :D hope we are still friend , be good inside & faster tagging come out alright :D
takecare`
2:13 AM Tuesday, October 6, 2009
hey , guy i am back :DDDD
ytd morning wakeup & prepare for work ,
reach-ed there ad 1.o5
smoke and slack and went in for work
its really tiring lohs , its like standing the 8 hours.
LOL ! ended work ad 9.30 , down to polo & buy ahbee birthday cake
& i bus-ed home with jasyln .
reach home slack awhile and prepare & so ,
bus-ed down to geylang to find bayb ,
wait-ed for him & cabb-ed down to club nana
drink , drunk , drank ,
but i didn't get drank lahs , LOL !
leave around 4plus & outside i saw ahbee which i super long didn't saw him le
&cabb-ed back with bayb they all ,
went over geylang & eat ,
due to the heavy rain & we are all tired
bayb&me , ahbee&his gf went over hotel & sleep
LOL !!!!
& wakeup ad 4 plus ,
bayb send me home :DDDD
& i am back now!
NANA`
the birthday boy !
ahbee&his gf :D
MY DEAREST`
eugene.LLW , baby,i will alway love you`last but not least ,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AHBEE `all the best to you
10:15 AM Sunday, October 4, 2009
hellos peeps ,
wakeup ad 3pm today , prepare&so ,
out house by 4plus , bus-ed down to shiguan
than out to guang mo hui , saw lot of people there :D
reach-ed shiguan ad around 5plus
changed & so , & i am home by 12plus :D
starting work tml le , & i am going to jiayou :D
its a finally i work le ,
hahaha`
g.night guy , gonna get some rest :D
thing are anti the same now , how i wish everything can go back to how we are like the past , no matter wad i still will stay strong de & i hope i can stay strong too.
baby , there too much thing between us le
i hope we can go thru every rain or shine
i will change , this i promise
dearest , iloveyou`
i missing you so much now`
10:06 AM Saturday, October 3, 2009
its such a tiring day !
ytd went to eat with bayb& his friends ad 126 &
we off to east coast park , & he send me home around 6plus
sleep awhile & i wakeup ad 1pm & i rush to prepare and so ,
& i off house , its the first time i get ready so fast lohs ,
LOL ! bus-ed to shiguan ,& start-ed yewkeng ,
its a raining day , & i am totally wet hao ma
yewkeng till 10plus ,
by the time i reach home its already 12plus le
can you imagain the trip how long ?
from amk to bedok , LOL !
its mooncake day :DDDD
the moon is round & its remind me of my childhood ,
playing candle in the playground
haha !
my dearest boy , i feel that we drift apart so much , maybe i am too ming gan or wad le bah , everyday i am sacre of losing you , i don feel the sercure from you anymore , the sweetness isn't there anymore , msg & call are getting lesser too , i don know wad has happen between us le , did i really done something wrong or so ? everything are so different now , you seem not to care about me , or maybe am i thinking too much , i really miss the sweetness in the past , the way you dote me , love me , care for me . i wish i don have such think now but i hope i can don think so much now , each time i think i feel so fear , fear of losing you , i have left with nothing but you le , i really need you , i am trying not to drag anything into our relationship , i know its take two hand to clap to maintain a relationship , but for this relationship between us , i willing to do anything , i willing to giveup anything , cos i really do love you & i don wan to lose anyone `
bayb , how i wish we can go back to the starting like how sweet are we`
iloveyou more than words could explain~
i am missing you badly now`
4:29 AM Friday, October 2, 2009
i am back home :DDDD
was slacking ad home all de way , till my dad came home
which i don wan to see his face as i don wan to find qurrel ,
so i went downstair and sit , like stupid right , i know :D
after that bayb come find me , slack-ed awhile
& went over his house , sleep all de way till 5plus
& he send me home , while he went to work .
will be starting work on monday & its finally :DDD
my dearest , i hope we would not have any qurrel anymore , its has been few day we keep like that le , i don wish our feeling becos of this drift apart okays ,
i jus wan to spent and cherish every moment i spent with you ,
i wan to go thru everything with you , jus give me sometime to takw out the emo feeling of mine and settle my own personal thing first , i promise everything would be fine soon alright , bayb , do becareful in wadever you do , you will make me worry alright . :DDDDD
bayb , i am missing you so much`
7:34 AM Thursday, October 1, 2009
i have nothing to blog about its
i am anti-happy
i feel so sick & tired
i am breaking down soon`
i hate my life !
