10:06 AM Saturday, October 3, 2009
its such a tiring day !
ytd went to eat with bayb& his friends ad 126 &
we off to east coast park , & he send me home around 6plus
sleep awhile & i wakeup ad 1pm & i rush to prepare and so ,
& i off house , its the first time i get ready so fast lohs ,
LOL ! bus-ed to shiguan ,& start-ed yewkeng ,
its a raining day , & i am totally wet hao ma
yewkeng till 10plus ,
by the time i reach home its already 12plus le
can you imagain the trip how long ?
from amk to bedok , LOL !
its mooncake day :DDDD
the moon is round & its remind me of my childhood ,
playing candle in the playground
haha !



my dearest boy , i feel that we drift apart so much , maybe i am too ming gan or wad le bah , everyday i am sacre of losing you , i don feel the sercure from you anymore , the sweetness isn't there anymore , msg & call are getting lesser too , i don know wad has happen between us le , did i really done something wrong or so ? everything are so different now , you seem not to care about me , or maybe am i thinking too much , i really miss the sweetness in the past , the way you dote me , love me , care for me . i wish i don have such think now but i hope i can don think so much now , each time i think i feel so fear , fear of losing you , i have left with nothing but you le , i really need you , i am trying not to drag anything into our relationship , i know its take two hand to clap to maintain a relationship , but for this relationship between us , i willing to do anything , i willing to giveup anything , cos i really do love you & i don wan to lose anyone `
bayb , how i wish we can go back to the starting like how sweet are we`
iloveyou more than words could explain~
i am missing you badly now`