yuzhiqian

ewfthuh

2010-04-25T04:02:00.001-07:00

just feel so fucking stress up .
this is not the life i wanted .

jus feel so lost now .
losing myself soon .

use to have you by myside , supporting me , advice me , letting me feel i am not alone, lend me shoulder to lay on .
now no more till totally no more.
i lose everything
&now i don have anything le .

would heaven wanna keep me please =(

feeling

2010-04-16T11:39:00.001-07:00

feeling of losing something now~

birthday

2010-04-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

birthday are reaching
but it doesn't have the feel ad all .

birthday without you =(

i still love you like i alway do

...

2010-03-25T20:06:00.001-07:00

黄小琥 - 没那么简单

没那麽简单就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那麽简单就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机舒服窝在沙发里
相爱没有那麽容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易才会特别让人著迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经
想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

2010-03-24T15:45:00.000-07:00

i mean every words i say to you
you stand alot in my heart
&you mean a important people in my life ,
jus hope you can believe wad i say .
the promises and wad i say i did mean it !
hope you can trust me on this .

cos

2010-03-22T15:03:00.000-07:00

okays , i have wakeup from a nightmare =(
&now i can't get back to sleep.
was thinking about something thru
blog is jus for me to say out my feeling that i wanted to tell you
&i alway hope you will see it .
action alway speak louder than words
each words that you say still in my mind.
the trust in you for me is still not back yet
you still don't trust me at all.
i did put the effort to get back our relationship
i did love you wholeheartly
i can be sure if my feeling toward you , it still that strong&even strong than before

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep, wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and say, that her.

If I could explain love in one word, it would have to be trust.
Trust that he doesn’t cheat on you, trust that he doesn’t lie to
you, trust that he really love you, trust that he will always be
there for you, trust that he can go to a party and not get high
or drunk, trust that you don’t have to worry about him breaking
up with you the second you wake up, trust that he will be there
for you, trust that he will never fall in love with another girl,
trust that he won’t just get sick of you, and trust that he
wants you like you want him.

Don't go for looks, they can be deceive. Don’t go for money, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

THE BEST THING IN ME IS YOU♥

When you make a commitment to a relationship, you invest your attention and energy in it more profoundly because you now experience ownership of that relationship.

&Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.

&i know you are the one for me
the one i want to spend my life with
&i mean every word i say.
just wan to tell you that , i don't wan us to drift apart .
&i am alway standing on the same place waiting for your return.

eugene.L ,i am missing you aimlessly
就算全世界反对,我也要跟你在一起♥

i wan

2010-03-19T11:23:00.000-07:00

i jus wan to know the true
no matter is good or bad to me
or even hurtful
somehow someday i would still know

i really miss those day with you
the way you call me ball or fat
the way you alway say i am fat and say i can neber thin down
the way you hug me to sleep
the way you kiss me
the way you give me the ensure
i missing everything .
i don even know whether you will be back a not .
i don need anything right now
all i need was you to be back

爱是三万里程的孤单
闪着等待的泪光
眺望可能的远方
爱是再远都在你身旁
心疼了解的目光
不流泪的机场
累计或多或少的伤
或真或假的谎
只求不忘了我
最真的模样
最真的微笑

young kid teung tur lurah gurn,dai yin mai?eugene.L

♥

2010-03-09T09:26:00.000-08:00

doing all thing the same .
i found out that , drinking alone you can think more clearing wad you wan .

i thought drank can make peoples forget everything
but why do i get drank i think of you even more =(
i missing you alot .

米修 ♥ 米修 ♥

aw

2010-03-03T08:43:00.000-08:00

is you the one that brighten my life
the one that thought me how to plan my future
the one that alway standby me thru all the thing i am going thru
the one that give me warm when i am cold
giving all the need to me
alway thinking for me
everything you have done for me , i am really thanksful

for this you have done much more than i have done ♥

seeing you today , make me feel like hugging you and never let go of it.
i wish i could hug you once again .

HAPPY 22TH BIRTHDAY Eugene.L`
i jus wish to see you happy with a smile on your face and i will be happy.
goodluck for your study . JIAYOU `
you will alway have my support =)

alway rember that , when you are tired , i can lent you my shoulder to lay on,
when you need someone , give me a call , will i be there no matter wad , i promise.

i will alway waiting for you to be back .
i am really happy being by your side`

it love

2010-03-01T10:09:00.000-08:00

i am alway waiting for you to be back .
cos i know everything of yours is worth me for waiting.

every moment

2010-02-22T10:26:00.000-08:00

every moment of life time
peoples doesn't not treasure till they lose it
&NOW I AM ONE OF THEM !

went back cosybay , when we started off
how much i misses the time with you
the laugh , the sadness , the cry .
i miss your everything .
i missing you alot .
i don know wad to do , jus stuck into you
it hard for me to say goodbye & i don wan to say goodbye .

it our first photo .

our trip to zoo

our trip to sentosa .

this is wad you alway like to show, no matter where you are .

i really hope you would be back soon .
memories you given , thanks .
because of you i grow strong & now because of you i fall once again
i misses day&night and it has neber been stopped

the hardest words to say was goodbye.

EUGENE.L , ILOVEYOU&I REALLY DO TREASURE EVERYTHING BETWEEN US.
all i left now was memories
i wan you to be back soon.
i am happy being with you♥

hais

2010-02-19T05:43:00.000-08:00

i am unhappy ,
no matter how i spend my days thru
i still think of you every mins .

i am alway hoping and waiting .

misses~

hais ,

2010-02-15T04:22:00.000-08:00

i know it my fault
i admit it my fault and i have already apolgise already

all i wan was your forgiveness
how much i wan you back
seeing you feeling so hurt , i feel worst than you double.
it hard for me to let you go
it hard & i don wan to let you go

it our 5months tml . i know it impossibe for us to spent together .

HAPPY 5MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE !
i wish you would be back this
everything is show by action
i will be able to show you i can do it
but would you be waiting ?

memories of you and me are still linger around my mind every moment !

zxc

2010-02-11T13:52:00.000-08:00

even thought it something i may not be able to get it done or sometime when i say it but my words doesn't count it, but I have one thing that counts, and that is my heart; it burns in my soul, it aches in my flesh, and it ignites my nerves: that is my love for you.

this pharse is so meaningful =))

you will alway that guy that i wanted =)
thanks my love

=)

2010-02-10T10:51:00.000-08:00

two is better than one ♥

aw

2010-02-03T02:17:00.000-08:00

can't really get to sleep well this few nights.
new years is coming jus in a weeks time .
=))

i miss my baby`

everything

2010-01-31T12:34:00.000-08:00

love is not jus the feeling
but to adapt each other life & habit
to give& take ,to be understanding
to be there for each other when they need somemore
staying faithful & most important is TRUST between each other

i started to know wad i should have done
thing may not be easily to overcome
but i hope i can .
everything seem to be so easy
but when you are doing is hard

loves

2010-01-28T03:43:00.000-08:00

愛只有簡單筆畫卻比想像複雜。
爱让人流泪，让人欢喜，让人愁，也让人的心不再充满空虚。
但是往往爱得深，伤得也深，但是人们还是一头栽进去。
为何爱会让人变得愚蠢，变得不理智，可以不顾一切的为爱崩忙，为爱牺牲。
我不知道原因，但是我能理解这种感觉，也不由自主的为爱的人赴汤蹈火。

everything happen for a reason`

why

2010-01-26T23:00:00.000-08:00

why do i have this feeling, again&again
i jus feel like slapping myself
i don know why either

why do i feel so stress ?
sometime i feel like crying out loud

can you all stop nagging ad home
before i go work & icome back also like that
tired !
i started to feel tired !
new years is coming , yet i totally don have the mood .

jus hope thing would turn better .

看着天空, 思念的泪水就不会掉下来.

2010-01-25T02:23:00.000-08:00

i ever wonder , is there anyone that i can talk out my everything with.

you all wan me to understand you all
but do you alll try to understand wad i wan
for all this years , i did my part
but have you did your part as a dad !
not ad all !
all you know is complain , but who can i complain to.
blaming me why am i so bad ,
ask yourself , who create this out
i have neber blame you for all this years
yet you say those word out

you don have the zhi ge to care about me ad all
is you, yourself let me look down on you
you have no right to blame other for having your life now
i grow up already !
i no more the little small girl that alway let you scold for nothing !
disapointment !

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its monday also a working day =)

baby, no matter wad happen i will alway stayby your side`

balalala~

2010-01-23T21:33:00.000-08:00

slept over ad baby house for the past 2day =)

went ktv ytd
was alright bah =)

& now i waiting ad home for baby to finish doing his thing =)

everything

2010-01-21T10:32:00.000-08:00

all i can say was working life =(

having you by my side is the greatest thing`

亲人

2010-01-20T01:30:00.000-08:00

so not feeling well today =(
whole body like jelly fish like that

i wan faster end work and go home rest .

i am glad that you are alway here for me`

做我梦中伟大的微笑

tired ~

2010-01-18T00:08:00.000-08:00

aw , its another working day today =(

sentosa trip was alright .

went pet farm on sunday .
caught a reasonable price but didn't get it in de end =)
think will wait for everything to stable down first bah .

it a delay photo =)

girl outing.

?,cindy,me,pohyng,vivianchan,medaline,yiting,winnie,cherry,teckping,miaoling,?

loves

2010-01-15T10:47:00.000-08:00

off today =D

wakeup ad 1pm , accompany christine interview ad my house downstair
and than went home
have a nap & went tampines with tracia awhile
than down to 813 find baby =D

around 9plus
back to baby house
suppose to stay there but i still haven pack my thing
so yeah , i am home now =(

sentosa tml =DDDD

HAPPY 4MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE !
baby , thanks for this few months you have given me
thing may goes wrong ad time , being thru so much thing
thanks for staying by my side all the time
i do cherish the bond between the both of us & i hope it will grow strong eachday.
iloveyou`

我爱他

2010-01-13T10:24:00.000-08:00

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐
如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐
如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

everyone live for a reason, & my reason was you `

=)

2010-01-10T22:58:00.000-08:00

sat
went Pulau ubin with the rest
leg is tiring =((
but so far was alright

sunday
went over hospital
and down to tanpines to meet baby and christine
have lunch ad 844
deqing , melvin and his gf came
than off to lan
played L4D , its fun =))
thumb up for that =DD

than over to wenli house downstair
slack-ed awhile
off baby house and cabb-ed home .

work was alright today
but kind of tired
eye was like red red =((

photo time =)

iloveyou, baby

the day

2010-01-07T08:38:00.000-08:00

meetup baby ad 813 after my work ,
its like so finally i have see him and hug him
=)))
many many cheers for its .

baby, let work hard together alright =)

=)))

2010-01-06T09:37:00.000-08:00

work work work ,
aw , i am tired =(

baby, i miss you ~

misses

2010-01-05T09:42:00.000-08:00

somehow i miss the past of us `

how close are we , the day we spent together
i miss hugging you to sleep ad night
wo hao xiang ni`
our meeting will get lesser and lesser when day come.

BABY , I MISS YOU DAMM ALOT !

wishes

2010-01-04T10:35:00.000-08:00

how much i wish you were beside me all the time

each time i hold on to you ,i neber wan to let you go
when everyone throw me aside , you are the only person that stay around me
in my life ,
i thought i would neber meet someone that i will wan to spend de rest of my life with him . but i met you
as day goes by , my feeling for you get deeper and deeper each day , & you became part of my life . i alway miss the way you hug me . its has been long time since i heard you say iloveyou , i really do miss the past of ours . i alway believe that i can change everything , changing back to the past , people does regret . & for now i wan to change for the sake of you and me . no matter wad people would say , their words doesn't concern me ad all . since i wan to be with you , i have to accept your life , i have to support in wadever you do .& i have to change for you sake .
i know i neber can be a prefect girlfriend , but i am trying to be a good girlfriend to you . i know time could change everything , whose know wad tml would happen . i wan to treasure every moment and mins with you when i am breathing . whose know when their heart beat will jus stop one day and going to a new world . since the day i fall in love with you i know i neber wan to leave you anymore .close you eye & when you open everything would be different .

i alway rember that once this person told me before his last breathe , thing can be change , its whether you wan or don know , once you decide how its gonna be , you must get its done . treasure every moment with your love one , cos nobody know wad would happen the next mins . its alway run thru my mind .

forgiving is easy , but to forget the wrong thing that person done is a hard thing .

baby , hoping that you would believe one day thing would change
all i need was time
its may jus a show , but show can turn out to be real life
all i need was your support and love

i know i need you most in my life
i know wan to hold your hand till we grow old
cos i neber wan to let you go`

fuck it

2010-01-02T10:42:00.000-08:00

能不能回到最初
最自然最灿烂的笑容
没有钻石的爱情我也会被感动
让自己放空恢复漂亮的脸孔
你吻我一下脸就红

就回到最初最晴朗最开阔的天空
搬走摩天楼别挡住彩虹
我崇拜的英雄和最爱的卡通

看自己变复杂变自私以後
简单的快乐怎麽不见了

i wan to go back to the past like how we are`

aw

2010-01-01T22:45:00.000-08:00

thought thing would be better now
but why do i feel there is still something

baby , its a starting of new years
&i hope its also a new start for you and me
i wan to share my everything with you
i wan to hold your hand till we grow old
cos i know i neber wanna leave you
cos i know you are de person that i wan to spend de rest of my life with.

my feeling is get deeper and deeper for you each day .
loves , i hope our relationship would get better =)

2009-12-27T01:10:00.000-08:00

got this from facebook , its meaningful =)

吵架后的拥抱，代表妥协与原谅
相逢后的拥抱，代表思念与激动
离别前的拥抱，代表不舍与期待

拥抱，是无声的语言
拥抱，是最简单的接受与认可
拥抱的时候，彼此是被需要的
被别人需要是时候，是一个人最有价值的时候。

当一个女人从背后抱着你的时候，请一定别再挪动脚步，而请转过身，紧紧抱着自己的女人。因为，当一个女人愿意从背后深情抱着你的时候，代表着她把自己的身心都交给了你，那拥抱里，有着太多太多的爱。

当一个男人从背后拥抱着自己的女人，两人的感觉是温馨和甜蜜的；当一个女人从背后拥抱着自己的男人，女人是无声的祈求，而男人是心的复归和宁静

everything happen for a reason`

me

2009-12-26T09:35:00.000-08:00

Running through the monsoon beyond the world
till the end of time
there the rain wouldn't hurts
fighting the storm into the sea
and when i lose myself i'll think of you .

believe that everything can be change
i believe i can change its
i will prove to you !

----`

2009-12-26T04:31:00.000-08:00

sorry , i am wrong again

somehow i misses you so much now =(

baby , iloveyou`

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2009-12-22T07:12:00.000-08:00

thing changes so much in jus a mins
there alway a reason behind

i am jus not enough good
its time for me to have a big changes in me
baby , can we go back like how we are in de past

memories jus came back when i overlook ad our pic
how i know you
how you ask me to be yours
how you dote on me
how to teaches me wad life about
how you make time to meet me even jus a dinner or supper when you are so tired after work ,
how you use to disturb me about password
the little thing we have done jus came in my mind

baby , i do appreciate wad you have done for me
&now its time for me to do something

i will prove everything !

i misses you so much `

to jamie ,

my friend care about me that why they are here & standup for me, doesn't you have friend that care and standup for you ? or are you so lonely that you came to otherblog and spam . get a life . i have my own life so do you , why being a kpo and bother about other thing ? if you wan to say anything than say its in fornt of my face , spamming behind a computer make you look like a stupid and a fool . childish are the one that is you ! so wad if my english is not good , its doesn't concern you ad all , you will make me laugh by spamming my blog and not angry , get de fact right now ! this is my blog , i have my say !

loves loves

2009-12-20T10:23:00.000-08:00

slept over ad baby house ytd ,
wakeup ad 9am
bus-ed home &perpare all that
&meet vivian chan ad my house here
& we bused to tampines to meetup de rest

its girl outing !haha
i enjoy myself =)
get to see those which i hundred years didn't meetup
than went to tampines safra to play pool
& after that i went over to baby house =)

have kfc with baby as dinner
&down to tracia house there awhile
as rain is big , so slack-ed awhile
until its samller than i bus-ed home

& i going to bed soon , having work in jus a few house time
gd.night guy`

baby brought me a ice-cream phone as christmas present =DDD
thanks baby , i really didn't expect it
i do appreciate wad you have done for it
&i will work hard de =)
iloveyou`

-..-

2009-12-19T00:22:00.000-08:00

wad a stupid lappy i have

super laggggggg lahs
i don like -______-
make me so fed up .
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

slept over ad baby house
than monring accompany him to cgh to see doctor
& now i am back home
=)

maybe girl meeting tml ,
i wan to meet ah chan , jidan & my tween lahs !
=(

somehow i alway wonder something in my mind !

aww

2009-12-18T01:46:00.001-08:00

aww , i am so tired =(
didn't really get to sleep this few days

&yes , thing are so different
i jus wish to be de same as before

& i got be independent
i must do something for myself

thanks baby for telling me all these thing all this while =)

& to the jamie ,
i don know who you are & i don know why you would came to my blog ,
wadever its is , relationship are between me and him , & i don need to listen to advice from other to get my relationship , i know wad i am doing . i don need other to teach me wad to do . =)

you make cry
make me smile
make me feel the love is true
you alway standby myside
i don wanna say goodbye`

=))

2009-12-16T09:38:00.000-08:00

i wish to go back to de past
jus like how we use to have `

i missing its so much now`

why am i such a failure ?

=))

2009-12-15T23:36:00.000-08:00

back from work ~
tired tired ,

anyone got office job please intro me !
thanks =)

HAPPY THREE MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY !
really thanks for everything , thru out this 3 months i really learn alot of thing from out . &chance by chance you given me . & i do treasure its now . let work hard for our future alright .
iloveyou baby`
&i know i not going to leave you =)

hellos

2009-12-14T10:27:00.000-08:00

& yes , back to blog

meetup tracia & de rest jus now

back home , sometime happen .
& yes , don let me see you a again .
how childish you were to be .
i will alway rember this .
grow up lahs . 2009 nobody playing ahlian le

anyway , my hand are so pain now =(
i miss baby so much

gonna wakeup early for work tml ,
i turning soon to my bed .
g.night guy =)

baby , you mean alot to me
iloveyou`
&i know you are alway de one for me =)

=))))

2009-12-13T01:43:00.000-08:00

i am back ,

valerie came to baby house there to meet me up first
than off home to change

than meetup tween , teckping and yiting ad bugis ,
walk around and home around 4

finally tween came out for outing le .
must guai guai okays ,
see you on your next outing =)

tween, iloveyou !

-_____-

2009-12-10T03:32:00.000-08:00

thing happen here and there
& i believe this would make our relationship stronger
this make me to trust you even more baby ,

baby , chun rak ter !
=))

=(

2009-12-04T20:13:00.000-08:00

baby , i am sorry
i know its my wrong ,
i hope you can forget about this thing le
please ,

i know i can't leave without you`

<3

2009-12-03T05:32:00.000-08:00

oh my tian , fever is getting me down soon !

sometime i wonder , do i worth anything ?

sorry

2009-12-02T06:28:00.000-08:00

sorry baby ,
i did nothing out of the best ,i know i am not a good girlfriend
i jus a failure , i don know wad to say but sorry
i let you disappointed timw by time
but this time i really got go and find , really ,
i really did my best to change le ,
i am trying all the way to be a prefect girlfriend
but i still fail to do its ,
i jus anti prefect , i am stupid .
i can't be like other girl ,
i am useless , i can't even do a simple thing
i know no matter wad i say , you won't trust me again ,
i am sorry , really sorry ,
i know without you , i will be the worster ,
you make me change so much
my attitude , my habit , my life , my thinking , my lazyness
you did change me ,
chances you have given me

baby , i am really sorry
i will prove to you that i can do its
all i left was only you
without you , i really don know wad to do
all i need was you by myside
you mean alot alot alot to me
everytime i so sarce you might leave me
i don know wad would happen if you really leave me
you are the only person that i have the reason of holding on
i really do treasure you alot ,

baby , thanks for everything`

:D

2009-11-23T00:30:00.000-08:00

hellos peeps ,
my bog seems to be rotting le
LOL ,

went with baby , brandon&his gf to jurong and swim
than head-ed back home to puT our bag
and over to tampines to watch movie
its about the thai fighting show
quite nice bah ,

after that went over baby house
& i bus-ed home ad 11plus

reach home , bath and so
meetup tracia awhile
&home to sleep
its a tring day

went office to report today
its like shit
-.-

baby, really thanks for everything
iloveyou more and more each day`

:DD

2009-11-16T09:09:00.000-08:00

hellos peeps
its has been days i didn't blog le :D

&i forget wad i do le

HAPPY TWO MONTHS ANNIVERSARY !
bayb, thanks for everything , i really appreciate wad you have done,
with you by my side i am really contented le ,& i wan to go thru everything with you
i feel safe with you around ,
baby , i hope we can go thru many many anniversary together
iloveyou`

WHOOO`

2009-11-05T21:26:00.000-08:00

hellos peeps ,
finally i found a time to blog le ,
was busy last few days :D

i forgot where i went last few days le

ytd have breadfsat with bayb
than went home
prepare & so
meetup tracia & went over to bugis
as she taking her pay
than down to fareast to find job

& yeah , got one , but start work on the 13th
if i find better job ,
maybe i will move on to another job bah
went home &change
than off to bayb house
sleep over ad his house
&noon he send me home & he went to school :D

&yeah , day passes real fast
its already the 3rd months ever since i came out
world turning , life still have to move on

baby, since the day i choose to be with you
i know i neber wanted to let you go
being with you really make me really happy
&thanks for everything
you teaches me alot of thing
hope everything goes smoothly for us alright

baby, iloveyou`

&&&

2009-10-25T12:50:00.000-07:00

back to blog le

hellos peeps ,
ytd down went down to bugis to meetup bayb,brandon&his gf
& we went over to have steamboat as dinner
& bayb send me home & he went work
ad night went over to bayb house
& went over after that

today ,
meetup bayb around 1plus
& went over to golden mill
have lunch ad beach road
& we went over to pasir ris fish farm to feed fish
& over to pet farm to see puppies
thought of buying one
but i need to saveup money first
saw one of the puppy & i fall in love with it
its so cute & quiet , cute right

brandon&his gf join us later
& went over to see watch Halloween 2 ad e-hub
than follow bayb to work & over to his house
& now i am ad home le :D

having a interview later ad paya lebar
hopefully i can work bah :DDD

bayb , sorry to make you angry again
really promise this will be the last time le
i will be good
dearest , seeing you like so stress yet i can't help anything
hais , all i can do was to moral support you & not giving you any stress le
bayb, no matter wad has happen i will stay by your side
you will alway be the one that stand alot in my heart
baby,iloveyouuuuuuuuu`

:D

2009-10-23T04:24:00.000-07:00

finally i have a time to blog le :D

anyway , i forget where i went for the last few day le

&today , meetup bayb ad bugis
have sakae as lunch
& walk around ,
went over to guan yin miao & pray

bayb brought me a dress& eye liner
& he send me home& he went to work

going bayb house later on :D

bayb , thanks for everything , really ,
i do appreciate wad you did for me alot
wad has past is already past ,
you are my present & my oly boyfriend now
baby , i really do love you alot`
&i am glad to have you as my dearest boy`

PHONIE

2009-10-22T13:45:00.000-07:00

i wan to change my phone lahs
as my phone is like ,
going spoil phone ,

&&&& i love this phone
sony ericsson C901 PINK

nice right?
=((((

lalalal

2009-10-19T03:44:00.000-07:00

hellos peeps ,

its has been day i didn't get to blog
as i am too lazy le
:D

ytd went to zoo with baby,brandon&his gf
have kfc before we go in
indeed zoo changed alot
not so bad , but jus the smell & weather

came out around 2plus &
we headed to discoving centre
sit the don know wad ride &play the shooting game
&off we go down to the bike shop ad bugis
than bayb sent me home & he went to work

reach-ed home
bath & prepare , meetup tracia
& we went to bugis as she wanted to interview
than we bus-ed home liao :D
reach home i was like dead like that
super tired , cos i sleep for 2 hours before going zoo
chat-ed with bayb on phone awhile
&i went to sleep ad 12plus :D

today ,
went downtown to meet brandon&his gf
than went kbox to sing
bayb join us later
sing till 4 & we went to pasir ris one of the place eat
after that down to fishing place & we feed the fish
& bayb send me home while he go work :D

bayb, i am real sorry about today thing, its really my fault, &this would be the really last time le , as i say i will change& i need time to change either. i am jus so use to you , having you by my side is really good,

baby,iloveyou
&i don wan to lose you
you are all i ever wanted;

:D

2009-10-16T04:33:00.000-07:00

14o9o9, went dragonfly than down to neverland
drink drank & almost drunk

ytd , down to tampines to meet hengtee for dinner
than after that down to bayb house

&now i am home :D its already pass 12am le
its bayb court today , & i am damm worry .
hope everything goes smoothly`

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVARSARY BABY !
dearest , its your court tml le , i really hope everything gone smoothly will you, thanks for everything , the love, care, concern & dote on me so much, i really do treasure you alot , baby, if you really go in , i will stay by your side no matter wad , i am not gonna leave you , people might tell you that girl won't wait for their boyfriend while they are inside , but baby , trust me , i won't , i wan to be different from other girl & i prove to them that i can wait , i can do it, you stand alot in my heart & you are important to me , i can't affort to lose you. but i really hope you can get probation & as you promise that when you end everything we are going overseas together right baby, i wan to spend every & many many annivarsary with you!

iloveyou&i really do`
i wan to be your oly girl now& than`
baby, give me that trust alright`

hey guy

2009-10-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

i jus wokeup from my sleep
i don know why i still feel so tired after so long of sleep

went down to meet joesph awhile
which i dam long neber msaw him le
than he went to meet his gf & i am home :D

read-ed one post on relationship,
its seen quite true :D

bayb, sorry i have not been a good girlfriend all along, i should have think of your feeling before i start saying anything, i didn't know i hurt you so much , its my fault bayb , i promise i will change , i know i can't affort to lose you .

bayb, i promise you i will change & i mean its`
by using saying is useless , action prove everything
iloveyou & i really do`

love does lie in one's heart, where memories are but shadows lingering in your soul.

love

2009-10-13T04:33:00.000-07:00

hellos peeps , i am back :D

wakeup ad 12pm today
prepare & so , bus-ed down to bayb house
than from there ride down to town

walk around
&bayb brought me a GUCCI lanyard & some cookie
thanks bayb !
&bayb send me home around 6plus & he went to work

meeting tracia&co later on`

my dearest babyboy,
thanks for everything , the love, care & concern you given me`
i really do appreciate its alot ,
as i promise to you the thing i will do its de

baby,i do cherish&treasure you alot
iloveyou`

mylove

2009-10-11T12:17:00.000-07:00

jus got back home , :D

went out with bayb to bugis today
than brandon&hisgf came &
down to suntec to have prepare lunch
after that swensens have ice-cream
than bayb send me over to aujuid to take mrt
&i am home , than went over find tracia they all
than all the way till 3am , weiheng cab u and tracia to my house
&now tracia is ad my house :D

i hope everything are alright now :D
tracia don be sad le alright
be strong alright
you still got us right ,

babyb, i really do love you alot`
you still the one i alway wanted`

:D

2009-10-10T12:15:00.000-07:00

was ad bayb house now ,

went to watch movie with bayb,brandon&his gf
after that went over to meet vivian.t,her bf,hengtee& one more guy
slack-ed ad joo chia coffeeshop
than they send me home ,

ad home slack-ed awhile
&now i am ad bayb house :D

i am tired & i am sleepong soon le
g.night guy :D

everything is so different now , am i strong enough to hold on ?
i jus wan everything to be fine , its jus that easy ,
i wanted a peaceful life that i have neber have before

zhiqian, be strong`

& yes

2009-10-08T09:51:00.000-07:00

i am back :DDD

work from 2 to 9.3o today
my leg was like so so so pain ehs
& i working morning tml yet i haven sleep
LOL .

ended work reach home ad 10pm
wanted to go bayb house & find me
but he say i working morning tml
& ask me to rest ad home
so ya , i am ad home be good girl :D

went down find tracia&co eat & slack awhile
& went back home after that
meeting bayb tml :D
i super missing him lahs =(((

i waiting foe bayb call & i am going to sleep soon le :D

g.night guy ,

i missing eugene.L badly`

joker,take good care of yourself alright
guaiguai finish probation `
its glad that you still rember me
believe you can find a girl that really love you
we are still friend :D
takecare friend`

&&&&

2009-10-07T04:56:00.000-07:00

& yeah , i am back home from work ,
its tiring ,
& i am working all the way till friday ,
its like -____________________-
i am dying soon , but for the sake of money
I ENDURE ! LOL .

going bayb house later`

thing has changed so much , how i wish to go back to the past`
world change people do change
i accept the fact & fate
but i don wan let fate control me
i believe i can do it`

joker, i hope you are doing well inside , i don know wad to say , but sorry , its not your fault neither my fault , there really no fate between us , since we have broke up for so long , & yeah , i know you can find a better girl when you are out bah :D hope we are still friend , be good inside & faster tagging come out alright :D
takecare`

wad a day ,

2009-10-06T02:13:00.000-07:00

hey , guy i am back :DDDD

ytd morning wakeup & prepare for work ,
reach-ed there ad 1.o5
smoke and slack and went in for work
its really tiring lohs , its like standing the 8 hours.
LOL ! ended work ad 9.30 , down to polo & buy ahbee birthday cake
& i bus-ed home with jasyln .

reach home slack awhile and prepare & so ,
bus-ed down to geylang to find bayb ,
wait-ed for him & cabb-ed down to club nana
drink , drunk , drank ,
but i didn't get drank lahs , LOL !
leave around 4plus & outside i saw ahbee which i super long didn't saw him le
&cabb-ed back with bayb they all ,

went over geylang & eat ,
due to the heavy rain & we are all tired
bayb&me , ahbee&his gf went over hotel & sleep
LOL !!!!
& wakeup ad 4 plus ,
bayb send me home :DDDD
& i am back now!

NANA`

the birthday boy !

ahbee&his gf :D

MY DEAREST`

eugene.LLW , baby,i will alway love you`

last but not least , HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AHBEE `all the best to you

chushi :D

2009-10-04T10:15:00.000-07:00

hellos peeps ,

wakeup ad 3pm today , prepare&so ,
out house by 4plus , bus-ed down to shiguan
than out to guang mo hui , saw lot of people there :D

reach-ed shiguan ad around 5plus
changed & so , & i am home by 12plus :D

starting work tml le , & i am going to jiayou :D
its a finally i work le ,
hahaha`

g.night guy , gonna get some rest :D

thing are anti the same now , how i wish everything can go back to how we are like the past , no matter wad i still will stay strong de & i hope i can stay strong too.

baby , there too much thing between us le
i hope we can go thru every rain or shine
i will change , this i promise
dearest , iloveyou`
i missing you so much now`

should i ?

2009-10-03T10:06:00.000-07:00

its such a tiring day !

ytd went to eat with bayb& his friends ad 126 &
we off to east coast park , & he send me home around 6plus

sleep awhile & i wakeup ad 1pm & i rush to prepare and so ,
& i off house , its the first time i get ready so fast lohs ,
LOL ! bus-ed to shiguan ,& start-ed yewkeng ,
its a raining day , & i am totally wet hao ma

yewkeng till 10plus ,
by the time i reach home its already 12plus le
can you imagain the trip how long ?
from amk to bedok , LOL !

its mooncake day :DDDD
the moon is round & its remind me of my childhood ,
playing candle in the playground
haha !

my dearest boy , i feel that we drift apart so much , maybe i am too ming gan or wad le bah , everyday i am sacre of losing you , i don feel the sercure from you anymore , the sweetness isn't there anymore , msg & call are getting lesser too , i don know wad has happen between us le , did i really done something wrong or so ? everything are so different now , you seem not to care about me , or maybe am i thinking too much , i really miss the sweetness in the past , the way you dote me , love me , care for me . i wish i don have such think now but i hope i can don think so much now , each time i think i feel so fear , fear of losing you , i have left with nothing but you le , i really need you , i am trying not to drag anything into our relationship , i know its take two hand to clap to maintain a relationship , but for this relationship between us , i willing to do anything , i willing to giveup anything , cos i really do love you & i don wan to lose anyone `

bayb , how i wish we can go back to the starting like how sweet are we`
iloveyou more than words could explain~
i am missing you badly now`

back home

2009-10-02T04:29:00.000-07:00

i am back home :DDDD

was slacking ad home all de way , till my dad came home
which i don wan to see his face as i don wan to find qurrel ,
so i went downstair and sit , like stupid right , i know :D

after that bayb come find me , slack-ed awhile
& went over his house , sleep all de way till 5plus
& he send me home , while he went to work .

will be starting work on monday & its finally :DDD

my dearest , i hope we would not have any qurrel anymore , its has been few day we keep like that le , i don wish our feeling becos of this drift apart okays ,
i jus wan to spent and cherish every moment i spent with you ,
i wan to go thru everything with you , jus give me sometime to takw out the emo feeling of mine and settle my own personal thing first , i promise everything would be fine soon alright , bayb , do becareful in wadever you do , you will make me worry alright . :DDDDD

bayb , i am missing you so much`

its jus

2009-10-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

i have nothing to blog about its

i am anti-happy
i feel so sick & tired
i am breaking down soon`

i hate my life !

tiring day

2009-09-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

hey guy , i am back :DDDD

i have not been sleeping for the past 24hours :DD
super woman right , hahah .

anyway , morning sharina came over my house , chatt-ed with bayb on phone
while than we were msn-ing each other too , have lot of fun in msn
& its was damm super lohs , too bad i didn;t too photo down ,=(

prepare & changed , went over to sharina house as she wanted to change
than off to meet cherry , aubrey& one more guy . walk-ed & slack-ed ad queenway
for awhile & we bus-ed to bugis , walk around
& now i am home , meeting bayb later i think :DDDDD

g.night guy`

cherry , zhiqian , sharina

i'm in love with EUGENE.L
my love alway`

thing happen here and there

2009-09-29T12:25:00.000-07:00

& yes , i am back blogging le :D

thing happen here and there , something happen this morning which i don wanna say out , suppose to meet bayb today but in de end neber .

prepare & so , down to yishun and meet sharina,cherry&aubrey , slack-ed ad mac and off to panjang awhile & went over to sharina boyfriend house awhile ,
&i bus-ed home around 9plus , reach-ed home was like 12midnight , can you imagin the trip how long . LOL !

have some tiff with bayb but everything is alright now , not too sure meeting bayb not :D

g.night guy ~

bayb , sorry for everything i have done , i know its my fault. i shouldn't have drag feeling on to you , i should have spare a thought for you , i should have been more understanding , i really don know wad to say but sorry , thing has been happen thru & flow , i am super stress , i know you are stress too that why i choose not to tell you as i don wan add on to your stress , the more i love you the more i don wan to lose , & now i really sarce of losing you , i am jus use to have you around me , loving me dote me , make me smile & so , i feel so comfortable having you around , i will try to be more understanding bayb , i promise , i will be a good girlfriend of yours . i can't affort to lose you . my dearest , i am deep in love with you . i wanna hold your hand & neber let go ~

bayb, thanks for everything you have done for me
you are my everything , my oly boyfriend & my oly love`
dearest babyboy , i missing you badly now`

:D

2009-09-28T07:50:00.000-07:00

hey guy , i am back .

ytd down to geylang meetup bayb , and went over to east coast park
chat-ed awhile , went over mac cafe as i craving for cheese cake
which bayb call its a mouse cake -.-
& bayb took photo with the mac uncle & with his ah beng look , which i tell him i gonna show my mum , LOL !

& today ,went over meet mum & dad for dinner ad old airport road ,
thandown to parkway to buy mum birthday cake and off to popo house to celebrate
:D cut cake and so , chat-ed awhile ,
& i bus-ed home ,.
brought 1 pink panther and a ESCADA(sentimtnt)perfum :DD
happy happy ! that my day , later going down slack with the same old group :D

last but not least , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY !

the day

2009-09-26T16:17:00.000-07:00

when down sim drive do something , than down to bugis meetup valerie&her boyfriend , vivian tan&her boyfriend , jerline and one more guy
walk around and they went to eat , after that vivian chan come down and they went off

meetup adrian and went over near levander eat and cabb-ed to toa payoh as ah chan wanna go home , so i bus-ed home from there

reach home bath and slack awhile ,
around 1 plus vivian.T come down find me with her boyfriend and that guy ,
slack-ed ad 622 and we went over to another blk with fan cos they are warm ,
awhile more ah chan come down , follow by valerie&her boyfriend .

slack-eed awhile they went off , than i and ah chan went down to geylang to find bayb and wenli , went over 126 eat , than went over to one of geylang de part to find that uncle , chat-ed awhile , around 6plus send ah chan to take cab & bayb ride me home . :DDDD wan watch movie later on but don know bayb can wake up not ehs =(

i going to my lala land now , goodnight guy :D

jerline :D

vivian tan :D

vivian tan and her stupid face , LOL .

vivianchan :D

ah chan :DDDDDDDDDDDD

valerie.THS :D

i am too lazy to edit photo le =)

:DDD

2009-09-25T08:10:00.000-07:00

ytd night went over to 7ooplus find tracia with serene , cos of some problem and its super lame
half way thru went down find bayb as his came out from lock up
went down geylang eat & so , than home and sleep le :DDD

wakeup ad 7am , prepare & so , bayb , cabb-ed over my house & off to court ,
spent the whole day ad court & finally nothing happen to bayb :DDDDDD
after that down to bayb house as he wanted to change & he send me over aujunid ,
meetup desmond &i forget the two girls name, slack-ed ad coffeeshop awhile , zhaokai came :DD & off to do some stuff .
after that cabb-ed home around 9plus :DDD
bath & so , chat with bayb on the phone and i am going to sleep now le :DDD

TO MY DEAREST EUGENE.L :
bayb , if you happen to view my blog , i hope you would see this post :D
i really hope nothing happen to you anymore , i nearly lose you today and i don wanna lose you anymore , i don know you mean how much to me until thing happen today, you really mean alot to me and stand alot of space in my heart , i know i can't promise you anything but wad i can say was i will neber leave you & i wan to go thru rain and shine with you , no matter hard its gonna be , i still will stick to you like a super glue , i wan to be the one you alway love alway dote on me , i know i not a good gf all this while but i will try to be a good gf from now on , i won't go out with guy alone but in a group that with girl and i will tell you de :D its may jus a few days relationship but thing happen here and there , i hope our relationship are strong enough to go thru everything , i really wanna stable down with you &i am serious in this relationship , i will treasure every moment we spent together and thing we did and keep its as a memories , and i wan go overseas with you , i wan to do alot alot alot of thing with you . bayb , life with you are really great , and i hope we won't drift apart our feeling okays :D

babyboy , iloveyou & i really do;
you alway my one & oly boyfriend ~

i can't bears

2009-09-24T07:40:00.000-07:00

wakeup ad 11plus & chat with bayb & he went reporting ,
&i went back to sleep ,
than kianyong call me ad 6plus than i prepare & went over find him , fion and gongda , slack awhile & i went home .

bayb , i don know how much you mean to me until this moment , how i wish this has neber happen to you , i really serious in this relationship & i really wanna last long , i know i can't promise you anything but wad i can say is i won't leave you , i will go thru everything moment of your time with you , this is not jus by saying but i really its & i will use action to prove everything , i believe i can wait you to end everything of this , bayb , out of sudden without you i feel so wierd , i jus so use to you le , boy, sorry i have not been a good gf to you all this while but from this moment onward i will try to be a good gf to you , i know people would say i won't wait for you and so but i will prove to them that they are wrong .
bayb , i missing you badly now ,
iloveyou &i really do ~

MALAYSIA !

2009-09-23T12:33:00.000-07:00

hey guy , i am back le :D
meetup tracia ad around 3 plus , than train down to bugis ,
accompany her to eat than walk around ,
rested ad 7eleven out , than i went in buy cig ,

was talking on the phone with bayb , & out of sudden bayb pop out from behind , its really shock me . LOL, than tracia went home , have dinner with bayb ad pasta ,
than mrt to eunos and bayb went to work and ahboy come eunos fetch me ,
meeetup his friends & we off to malaysia , they went to pump patrol & wash car ,
went over to have a drink than back to singapore & he send me over to bedok ,than i saw tracia they all , slack with them awhile than we went home :D
&now i am talking to bayb ~

bayb , i am really sorry about today thing , i promise this would be the first and the last time le , there would not be another time le . :D
bayb , iloveyou ~

PRAWING DAY

2009-09-22T11:23:00.000-07:00

sleep ad morning 11plus than wokeup ad night 6plus
i sleep less than 8 hours lohs , LOL !

ahboy called me and ask me go prawing , so ya , wakeup & prepare
out i go , he came over fetch me and went over to pasir ris prawing with his friend,
the place is fucking smelling and alot of wen zi sia , caught 8 prawn i think ,
bbq and eat , than went over to changi and eat and he send me home :D
than here i am blogging now :DDDDD

its has been 2days i didn;t see till my boyfriend , i missing him super alot ,
dearest , i don wan our relationship to drift apart understand , i jus wan to stay like how we use to have , maybe i jus not in a mood this few days , but i really didn't drag feeling on you , you are still the one i love alway ,
bayb , imissyou ~

EMO-ING

2009-09-21T17:35:00.000-07:00

jus feeling abit emo now , sorry guy jus let me nag alright ~

i don know why i would became like that , i don know wad happen to me , i jus feel so fuck up , jus feel like crying out , i jus keep myself endur-ing , i am anti happy ad all , i hate the feeling now i have , wad has really happy to me , feeling so tired , how i wish i can have a shoulder to cry on , i really heng xinku , i don't even know wad my boyfriend doing now , i feel so failure , feel so useless , wad am i now , i have nothing left with me now , i really don know , i don even know wad i wan now , why i can see people happy happy , why can't i ? everything drift away from me so much , i jus need someone for me to relate on . hais , indeed , everthing can change in a very short period , i feeling i am the stupid one , i lose people one by one , i alway asking myself , why am i doing all this thing ? for who ? , this qus has alway came in my mind and i don have an answer to its .
i feel like letting go everything , i am really tired , how i wish once i sleep i can neber wakeup , so i need not think so much thing , neither anyone will remeber me , i jus nobody to them .

iwish i could be that strong to hold on to everything now

its the past of me , i am still miss-ing the thing that i have lost , i know nothing would ever come back ,
treasure & cherish the present i have now .

farking hell

2009-09-21T02:07:00.000-07:00

a words that i wanted to say out =)

serene.L , althea.A , tracia.L
thanks for being there when i need to you , all the fun we have the qurrel & everything , everyone seem to be changing , so do we , i hope we won't drift apart alright , years&contin
iloveyou girls :D

bayb , thanks for giving me all the love , care & concern & telling me so many thing that i have not learn , i really do appreciate wad you have done , bringing me out to eat when i hugry , soon i will be fat , haha ,bayb , i hope this relationship to lastlong , my love for you is getting deeper & deeper each day .
bayb , i hope everything go smoothly for us okays ,
Eugene.L , iloveyou
my one&oly~

my life seem to be in the mess , its like wad the fuckis this , its seem that wadever i do is alway wrong , i don know wad the hell did you all wan , fuck , i jus wan to lead a simple & peaceful life , from young till now , did my day is peace ? did i ever feel the family love ? seriously , NO ! you all will alway think i am hopeless , i am super bad girl , but have you all ever understand me and my feeling before , how would i think ? & why i done all this ? everything time i see people happily go out with family & i can't , i feel so jealous , its not my fault for not having a complete family , i can't blame them either , this is my life i have to face its , thing are not getting better but worster , i am tired , in this house , all they care was their face that all , their face are worth more than anything , WTF , something i feel like breaking down but wad if i really break down ? how would my life be ? but how strong more can i hold on ? i am jus a human not a tree . even a tree might fall one day . i may seem happy infornt of everything one but whose know whether i am happy a not .
ZHIQIAN BE STRONG !

YUNYANG ANNVI

2009-09-20T09:25:00.000-07:00

wokeup ad 2plus , prepare & so & out i go ,
bus-ed down to yishun as yunyang da ri zi is beside yishun polyc

reached there , change & so , slack-ed there awhile was like boring alright ,
saw , andrew & jasyln ad there :DDDDDDDD
help-ed & so , change & went off ad 10plus ,
i run off earlier than other :DDDDDD
& now i am home , didn;t took much photo .

HUANG TIAN BAO !

g.night guy !
anyway , HAPPY 5TH ANNVI TO YUNAYNG :D

moving on

2009-09-19T11:44:00.000-07:00

sometime if feel tired about life , i don know why , people around me seem so fake , i don know hwo to believe either , blog are my only venting machine & i can jus write my own feeling inside , i am sick of tired of my life & i don wan to go back to the life i use to have yet i miss the past of me so much , i miss my long hair , my life & everything , & i mostly importantly , i miss the bond with my family too . everything seem to changes so much after i came out , world change people do change , i still need to carry on with my life & i don wan my miss and lose anything in my life anymore . i should keep moving on .

treasure&cherish with my love one :D
jiayou zhiqian !

smile

2009-09-18T07:24:00.000-07:00

wakeup ad 10plus , and meet bayb , brandon & his gf ,
went over marina watch movie , de movie was like about fight & its super lame lohs .
than meetup their 2 friend , down to food court eat ,
window shop awhile , &bayb send me over to meet tracia &co

reach-ed there , walk over cine &took neo print , its like fucking funny as we have been long time we didn't took neo print le ehs .after that serene down to meet boyfriend & we headed to heeren , walk about & brought a lanyard from 77th street
than went over taka , tracia went meet boyfriend , &althea and i bus-ed home .:DDDD
meeting bayb later on . :D

F1 ad marina :DDDD

last but not least , my bayb :DD

hellos ~

2009-09-16T16:15:00.000-07:00

hellos guy , i am back :D

wakeup ad 12am , slack-ed awhile in my bed .
prepare & meet bayb , down to geylang for tian ji zhou for dinner
& down to east coast park chit-chat , due to raining day ,
we went back to my househere , slack downstair awhile & we off we are home ,
back home , saw something that i am very unhappy with .
i am dammmmm angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nowwwwwwww lahssssssssssss ! -.-

bayb , being with you really make me comfortable & happy , we may jus start this relationship , i hope this will contin & i wanted to last long with you :D

ILOVEYOU ~

day by day

2009-09-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

didn't get to sleep really that well =(

ytd msging hengsy halfway fall asleep , wake upp ad 4am again & contin msging him till 5.58 & he fall asleep , so awhile more i went back to sleep
woke up ad 11am , oh my , i can't believe i wakeup so early sia . LOL !

than 1plus , hengsy msg me than out i go le , he come fetch me than went off geylang awhile as he need to do thing , after that down to bugis , have dinner ad sakae than walk around awhile , than he send me off to meet tracia serene &althea :D
chit-chat till 9plus & we went home :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

that my day , hahha . its photo time

tiring ~

2009-09-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

jus got home after a long day ,
wakeup ad 10plus in the night ytd ,

1plus meet up ahqiang ad void deck slack awhile & home sweet home , than 4plus meet up brandon , went over mac slack while & off to bedok as he wanted to take mc for camp , after went home bath & so , down to hengsy house downstair to meet him up & we off to cine to sing :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
sing till 5pm , go down slack while & went over to billy bomber and have dinner ,
after that hengsy ride me home , that my day for today . boring right .
i from ytd haven sleep till sia , now was like super tired ehs . ahhahaha

maybe meeting tracia they all later bah .
my bed seem to calling me now .
omg , i am super tired lahs , gonna have a rest later on le .
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
night night guy , no photo for the day =(

everything seem to be ended soon , i don know wad you wan & you don know wad i wan , thing are getting worst to the worst , i am jus out word to say about our relationship , you are going in & we have not been spending much time together . we seem to be meeting for like 1 week 1 time , hais everything has ended here, goodbye ~ & good luck for your court

time flies ~

2009-09-12T09:21:00.001-07:00

as time goes by , a day has pass

went to do madicure on tracia work place
as they need model & is free :DDDD than down to town as althea going interview , went back bedok & meetup serene , have a tiff with baby on phone but everything is fine & clear after that , down to parklane as they drinking but i didn't drink , around 1plus went down to sengkang to meet up baby ,slack-ed ad compass point , than walk over to ancolvale cc to play basketball & this is wad i found in the ancolvale cc 7eleven :

can you believe 7 eleven having this ? its a game but i don how to play , after that we walk to 263 coffee shop & have a drink , chit-chat & so , baby , me , gongda&feon went over to super market while weijie&jianming went over and play basketball . we were playing in the supermarket as we got nothing to do i think , the play like baby and gongda own one sia . hahaha , brought something to eat and drink and went over to basketball court to look for that 2 idoit , went over void deck slack and i went home bath & so and went down to look for them again . reach-ed there , &i saw them play basketball again . its really funny while see-ing them play-ing esp baby . hahha , around 10amplus , went over to baby house as he wanted to bath & so , slack-ed &chit-chat with baby , 12plus went over jianming house , gongda&feon was there , play the wirf , i think is spell like this bah , play-ed with boyfriend &i keep losing & baby didn't wanted to give in to me -.-

i know i look fat in this photo . but the game was fun , played awhile , baby&i went to sleep while the rest is already in their lala land . their sore & dream talk , ohmy goodness , CANNOT MAKE IT ! ITS SUPER LOUD , its take me a long time to fell into my dream .
wakeup ad 7 plus in the night & went over to eat ad 263 with the same group of people ,
slack-ed , chit-chat - play poker card & we left ad 10 plus , accomapny jianming & baby go back change , meet up weijie near baby house & cabb-ed , drop them ad ikea & i went home while they went over to pasir ris chalet . :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

after a long day , i have not enough sleep now .
think staying ad home being a good girl but no one is ad home now .-.-
gonna be alone , g.night guy ~

this is wad happen when they have not enough sleep :D

feon :D

people do change , indeed i am changing too , but not to the worst but to the better , time now is different , no more ahlian & no more fighting . & thanks for all the friends being with me when i need you all . maybe sometime we have qurrel & so , but i know who really care for us :DDD

day goes day

2009-09-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

day jus pass-ed like this .
i jus hope day would slow down abit

ytd went down 739 meeting the same group of people
than 1am plus , jason come fetch me , than went to meet up his friend ,
slack awhile, went over to jouring hill .
than went eat , and down to golden mill to play pool
and guess wad i saw kenneth woon over there , hahha .
than went over toa payoh with them
and i went over kenneth house and sleep , till 4 plus , cabbbed home
reac-ed home eaten &down to meet serene &althea , after that tracia come down :DD

& home sweet home :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd

here are kenneth.wwx photo , hahah!

baby , i really miss you alot , its has been few day we didn't really get to talk le , hais , everything seem to drift apart le , you are leaving me real soon , i really can't bear =( everything has changed so much , how i wish you can be outside ,
&baby , i jus hope you can spend more time with me before you gone .
BABY , I MISSING YOU BADLY ,
&ILOVEYOU ~

DARLING , IMISS YOU ! when i first come out , the first one i call was you but your phone was off , until i heard your thing , its really shock me alot , hais , alway tell you don listen , must be good and know how to think le alright , as i promise you de , we go thailand together when you release okays . without you my life was like boring , i still rember the nosen and thing we done together , i hope you would be out soon . i pray hard for you okays .
DARLING ILOVEYOU ~o8o8o8

i alway miss the way you are baby ~

not in a good good mood

2009-09-08T09:50:00.000-07:00

bused to sk and kianyong hopped in my bus
down to hougang mall to meet fion and wenling
than down to sengkang with kianyong while fion they all went home
meet-ed baby all they , accompany baby awhile more than cabb-ed home

its baby court tml , baby , i really don know wad to say , i feel that i am not a good girlfriend , sorry , i jus wanna treasure the time with you while you are still out , i wan to last our relationship &i wan to stable down with you . i don wanna play anymore le .&i don wanna lose you againbaby , iloveyou♥

baby baby !

2009-09-07T16:03:00.000-07:00

here to blog ,
i in a bad bad bad mood ,

afternoon , accompany serene to poly and take mc
than to kfc to eat with tracia than headed down
to tampinese to window shopping , i am super bored ,
after that headed home , rest awhile
and meet tra , ser and altheato eat ad 631
called baby ad 10 plus , i was super shock to heard that stupid news ,
oh , goodness , wad has happen , i talk to him less than 1 min and he hang up the phone -.- slacked awhile and headed home ,
using com , and called gongda to ask about baby thing .
hais , 3 plus down to sengkang and meet than awhile and cabbed home with kianyong .
& now i am home , hahhahahhahahahha ~

baby ! i miss you alot , i hope everything will be alright for you ,
i am damm worries about you , i wonder how have you been , that kind of life
sure suck de right , hais , see lahs , do stupid thing ,
if not nothing will happen ,
pray hard alright ,
i don wanna lose you again ,
L.keeyong , ILOVEYOU ; 3oo8o9'mybeloved baby♥

Here are some of the photo that took on 12th element :D

going to sleep le , g.night guy .

night life

2009-09-04T15:27:00.001-07:00

its has been long time since i blog ,
hahha , due to computer down ,
& now i am back le ,

I NEED A JOB BADLY NOW !
i am now super broke sia ,
oh my , night life for like one months
& i am dying soon le ,
was like spenting alot of money sia
hahahha ~
went down 12th element with weixin , weiheng , tracia , serene & althea
, went down look for teng
drink not much ,
but fun are there .
i am super tired now ,
good night guy ,

:D

2009-08-09T12:34:00.000-07:00

finally , i am out !
guy , i am out !
hahaap , discharge liao .
o2o8o9 free girl !

LOL ! i can ton and so ,
back to night life
haha ~
but thing has changed so much ,
day pass day ,
friend , family and everything use to be beside me ,
world change so people do change bah ,
no more longer de same anymore ,
i miss last time de life i use to have ,

life has changed ,
shopping is wad i gonna do , soon when i got de money ,
LOL .
meeting vivian and poh yng when they homeleave
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I MISS MY TWEEN SO MUCH ,
TWEEN , BE GOOD INSIDE OKAYS ,
FASTER HOMELEAVE HAO MA !
i wan meet you !
i will alway rember the day , we spent inside the life ,
you accompany me thru every momment and going thru everyting today ,
thanks so much .
ILOVEYOUUUUUUUU !

blog when i free alright !
so tired ,
ton so many day le
gonna take a good rest when i am home !
goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee guy !
takecare .
anyway , i changed my number ,
so get it from me on msn bah :DDDDDDDDDD

life is a bed of rose not a road to the hell~

late postanyway

2009-01-03T03:49:00.000-08:00

sorry guy , didn't get to post , due to my com spoil ,
yeah , was ad andrew house using :D
anyway , i changed my number ,
get from me thru msn alright ,
i can't get to update my photo cos
my cable is ad zhiying there ,
will try to update soon =)
blog next time bah
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

i still miss you so ~
是我天真 , 还是你残忍 ?

back

2008-10-16T12:16:00.000-07:00

hey guy , sorry for de mia ,
i jus got out not long ,
thing are not getting better ,
looking for job currently so if anyone got job intro kinally call me alright

i learn to treasure everything once i am out
in life i regret alot of thing but life still goes on
so i learn to treasure my life every single days
its time for me to relax and learn to think
i don wanna get into trouble and cause myself to go in
i am 17 this years and not 7
i should not be like a child again
growing older each years and i should learn to think too ,
thanks of those who all alway be by myside all de time

leading a new life and a great change in my life ,
its a good thing ,
maybe should get back into study around next years or de 2010
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
guy neber play around wif singapore law or should say don break any singapore law
cos inside life really suck to core ,
not only losing your freedom but alot of thing that you use to have
i really miss de freedom ,
13o1o9 freegirl and i promise i won't wanna lose my freedom no more

was hunting job nowaday
so will be quite busy :DD
for those who are close to me
try to be free on 12aprilo9
i know its still quite long but i jus wanna confim first
cos maybe open chalet for my 18th birthday next years :D

once again everything start all over again
i hope thing won't be like last time like that
iloveyou~

hohoho

2008-09-01T00:07:00.000-07:00

hohoho , i am bored ,
nothing much to blog ,
will try to upload photo soon ~

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

hohoho ,

2008-08-29T02:22:00.000-07:00

hellos , its has been real long time
i haven been updating ,
here i come `

was ad zhiying house now ,
was having my cso nowdays ,
probation count down : 26moredays ,

hoohohohohohohohoh~
i saw him today , he has changed alot which
i have neber think before ,
but good for him bah ,
ahahhahahhaha~

nothing much to write bah ~

once more ' HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY~

,,,,,,

2008-08-02T18:17:00.000-07:00

its has been quite long time since i last blog ,
&yeah , life didn't turn better but to de worst ,
probation is jus ending like 2months later ,

that time went down & saw aziz ,
chat abit & out of sudden i miss my secondary school life
ite is real boring ,
lesson seem like no ending ,
&talk about someone & harizam ,
HARIZAM REST IN PEACE , YOU WILL ALWAY BE MISSES BY US~

yeah , tagging will be taken out next sunday ,
cheer for its ,
actly probation are nothing but jus de cso only ,
:DDDDDDDD
awaiting for ending~

i learn to live without you
&i know i can life better ,
no worries , enjoy wif your new girl
thing came as i am thinking ,
i am already expeacting all this
so is not a suprize ,
i will lead my life happily maybe ,
anyway , thanks for once memoires~

hais

2008-07-12T09:36:00.000-07:00

its has been long time i have not been blogging
i know my blog was like DEAD ~
cos i didn't have a chance to blog ,
com was down soooo hais ,

everything happen so fast ,
its my fault ,
everything should blame on me,
you make me trust back relationship yet you left me ,
hais ,
when plazesing wif tracia althea and serene ,
its has been long time we did not really get together ,
than down to haji lane than cabbed back to 528 to see sin tua :D
after that cabbed back ,

nothing last forever ,
being wif you all this while are really happy ,
thanks&sorry ,
i lost de words of saying to you ,
i don really know how to face you again ,
but thing will be alright for me after this,
all i need was time ,
i know i can let you go ,
its your choice so i will respect it
sorry=(

hohohoho

2008-07-07T18:25:00.000-07:00

yeah , was ad ahzun house now ,
was damm tired
so long like neber online le ehs ,
ahahhah ,
baby was in camp now ,
i am bored ehs , lalalla

everything was jus a game ~

aha

2008-05-14T04:16:00.000-07:00

aha , its has been long time i neber blog le ,
was busy wif thing ~

fcking stress , thing are not going right ,
hais ,
how i wish you were here~

iloveyou&ireally do~

hohohoho

2008-04-22T22:23:00.000-07:00

hohohoohoh . back to blog ,
sorry guy for not updating for so long
cos i not free & my com was down :D

&yeah , school was tired
&i miss my long hair lahs ,
arghhh ,
hair was fucking short now=(

thing are alright now ,
finding cso placing
every sat 9-12.30 ad mcys doing cso
i will be free in 5month time
&that kenneth woon is free man now
arghhh ,
blog nextime bah :D

boy, i still missing you ,
all i need was your once last chance
&i promise i will be good~
imissyou~

balalala

2008-04-17T01:50:00.000-07:00

hey guy , i know my blog was rotting ,
cos i have no time to update=(
lols ,
will be back soon .

i still miss everything of yours
1911o7 misses~

-_____________-

2008-03-30T21:50:00.000-07:00

&yeah , i miss lot of people ,
tohweiteng i won't gone mia again le lahs ,
i know you miss me alot , :DDDDD
ahhahahha ,
sometime alot of thing are hard to say ,
thing is not de same now ,
i miss de past of mine=(

maybe i should let you go
yet i still love you~