4:02 AM Sunday, April 25, 2010
just feel so fucking stress up .
this is not the life i wanted .
jus feel so lost now .
losing myself soon .
use to have you by myside , supporting me , advice me , letting me feel i am not alone, lend me shoulder to lay on .
now no more till totally no more.
i lose everything
&now i don have anything le .
would heaven wanna keep me please =(
3:03 PM Monday, March 22, 2010
okays , i have wakeup from a nightmare =(
&now i can't get back to sleep.
was thinking about something thru
blog is jus for me to say out my feeling that i wanted to tell you
&i alway hope you will see it .
action alway speak louder than words
each words that you say still in my mind.
the trust in you for me is still not back yet
you still don't trust me at all.
i did put the effort to get back our relationship
i did love you wholeheartly
i can be sure if my feeling toward you , it still that strong&even strong than before
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep, wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and say, that her.
If I could explain love in one word, it would have to be trust.
Trust that he doesn’t cheat on you, trust that he doesn’t lie to
you, trust that he really love you, trust that he will always be
there for you, trust that he can go to a party and not get high
or drunk, trust that you don’t have to worry about him breaking
up with you the second you wake up, trust that he will be there
for you, trust that he will never fall in love with another girl,
trust that he won’t just get sick of you, and trust that he
wants you like you want him.
Don't go for looks, they can be deceive. Don’t go for money, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
THE BEST THING IN ME IS YOU♥
When you make a commitment to a relationship, you invest your attention and energy in it more profoundly because you now experience ownership of that relationship.
&Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.
&i know you are the one for me
the one i want to spend my life with
&i mean every word i say.
just wan to tell you that , i don't wan us to drift apart .
&i am alway standing on the same place waiting for your return.
eugene.L ,i am missing you aimlessly就算全世界反对,我也要跟你在一起♥
11:23 AM Friday, March 19, 2010
i jus wan to know the true
no matter is good or bad to me
or even hurtful
somehow someday i would still know
i really miss those day with you
the way you call me ball or fat
the way you alway say i am fat and say i can neber thin down
the way you hug me to sleep
the way you kiss me
the way you give me the ensure
i missing everything .
i don even know whether you will be back a not .
i don need anything right now
all i need was you to be back
爱是 三万里程的孤单
闪着等待的泪光
眺望可能的远方
爱是 再远都在你身旁
心疼了解的目光
不流泪的机场
累计或多或少的伤
或真或假的谎
只求不忘了我
最真的模样
最真的微笑young kid teung tur lurah gurn,dai yin mai?eugene.L
